Sunday, March 10, 2013

压力压力

最近真的是忙忙忙!
搞到我真的很stress
好像全部东西向我压过来这样

真的有喘不过气的感觉
不懂是不是因为很压力

导致我脾气好像不是很好
惨啦
不懂有没有得罪人timm

今天朋友突然和我说
下个sem的FYP她不要和我一组了

她过去和另一位朋友一组
她说她的style和我的style不一样

我在想不懂是不是因为最近我脾气不好
还是我把她们逼紧了
很烦啊
我不懂该怎么办
我能怎么办

是我太过忧虑了吗?
是我太过紧张了吗?

ps: 我真的不喜欢做东西一直拖的人

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

=(

Just realized that i am f**king stupid few days ago!!!
I wont so stupid anymore!

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Y2S2 sem break

Its time for me to update my sem break activities
This is a busy and full sem break  =D

1. 28/12/12 - chilitiam gang small gathering(Lyne, Wenyi, Munkit & Me)
    Me, lyne and mun kit meet at parade and had our lunch at MP, then
    meet Wenyi at OTK greentown!
  but this photo look not nice (took by munkit, haha~ )

and here is the only photo have him
(we always didnt take photo with him, kesiannya~ )

3 of us 

2. 29/12/12 - my cousin's wedding
    In the morning, we have to 接新娘 1st~ its funny when the brothers
    of bridegroom being 'played' by us, haha~
    After that, we went for a movie before wedding dinner start at night
    - upside down...
    After movie, we went for the wedding dinner~

movie time =)

me and my dad (he was drunk)

family picture (less my dad)

3. 31/12/12 - simple last night in 2012
    Together with my kampar hsemate - Kai Ling on this day
    We went for a movie - Jack Reacher at night, then went around
    stadium there and watched the fireworks~ 
 Me and Kai Ling

4. 2/1/13 - shopping with lyne
    Before going out, dont know why i suddenly ss at home, haha~ 
    Bought some new clothes with her in parade~ 
    Then we bought 2 small pieces of cake and went ah yuk house to
    have a small celebration birthday with her~ 
    We just snap photos non-stop in her house
    I think she feel weird why we snap so many photos in her house
    and helpless when we force her to took the photos, haha~ 
    Ah~ and we had a nice chat with Jiayuan on Skype!!!
    Yuan, see u soon~
the picture i like the most when ss~ haha

2 small pieces of cake for ah yuk

 3 of us 
    
Quite satisfied with this sem break! 
Hope have a brand new year in 2013! 
Happy New Year everybody ^^

Monday, December 31, 2012

31/12/12

我不开心咯
伤心啊
今早我妹去检查牙齿
我妈叫我一起去
让医生看下我的牙齿到底是什么问题
付钱的时候
那aunty说我牙齿很丑
arghhh!!!
yer~ 
i hate that
然后我就想为什么我父母有钱让我妹绑牙却没钱让我绑牙???
是不是在家中排第二的都被忽略呢?
排第二的都不重要啊?
什么东西都叫我做
做好的时候有称赞过吗?
算了咯
都不是第一次了
=((((

晚上又找不到人陪
还好想起金宝的hsemate - kai ling
就约了去看电影了
结束后还没到十二点耶
就去了stadium附近停车看烟花
哪知道只是那么一点点吧了
sigh~
回家时超级大塞车啊!!!
害我那么久才回到家
= =
2012 的最后一天
过得还算不错啦
=)

Saturday, November 17, 2012

18/11/2012

12.34 am
i need to talk with someone
but seems like everyone of my friend is slept
who can i talk to?
guess what ----> blogspot

i am super emo now
no no no...
better say dont know how to describe my feeling now
this make me no mood study at all
how i wish i am drunk now
then i can let go everything
but there is no beer at home = =

i dont wanna grow from a little girl to a woman
there too much thing that need to accept and learn in this process
perhaps i'm not mature enough right now
i dont know what i need to do during some incident happen
do i stupid?
ya, i am~



Thursday, November 1, 2012

纳闷呀~

最近觉得超纳闷的
每次约的人都约不到
不管到哪里都一样
有时候我会在想
是我太野性吗?
还是你们太乖
还是我人品有问题啊?
我真的好想知道人家是怎么看我呢?
每次想到这超失落的
都没心情了
请你们以后不要给希望人家行吗?

是时候要认识新朋友吗?
可是我不想去交新朋友了
也不懂要怎么去交新朋友了
都麻木了
我不想付出了
却在那边像傻瓜一样得不到任何的回应
很笨呐!!!

每次得到的拒绝渐渐减少了我对你们的期望
如果等到有一天我不再约你们了
就证明我对你们已心淡了





Monday, September 3, 2012

感慨

承诺?
说什么承诺呢?
曾经的承诺又有谁会记得?
下次不要再那么笨了~ 
不要傻傻的去相信
懂吗?

时间怎么过得那么快呀?
想不到小学毕业都过八年了
Lyne,提起你refrigerator的事都快要笑死我了
呵呵~
放心啦
我的回忆都很模糊下
所以记得不是很清楚啦
Lyne啊
这是个回忆呀
不要逼我们忘记啦
嘻嘻

好啦
要读书了
拜^^